Greetings Family, Friends, & Webbies!
I laugh when I think of the many times I have come to this site to express my feelings, my successes and my failures in this weight loss journey.
After much thought and consideration, I have made the choice not to mentally beat myself up anymore and just allow the process to happen. It will happen.
Sooooooo, Weight watchers is the only program that has worked for me, as of today I am down 18.8 lbs and i am moving forward into that successful direction once again. I am not bragging, or boasting, I am simply giving myself a well deserved pat on the back to show myown self the support I need from ME! It may seem strange to anyone who may find their way here, but the truth is, this site is for me to track my journey.
Each and every part of my journey is an important step in finally making it to the finish line.
I can remember being "thicker" than most girls in high school and being teased, but secretly i was loving exactly how i looked (and for the record i weighed 180 in my senior year and at 5'8 IMHO i was not obese , i was a brick house!). even my boyfriend at the time gave me a hard time for being "big" yet why be with me if u dont like what u saw in me? Stupid on their part for thinking they could change me, stupid on my part for not standing up for myself more than I did... Now it's NOT a problem for me to face those who have something to say about my weight, my food or myself. The Problem is now turning into me being "defensive" all of the time thinking that someone is trying to persecute me even if they were only trying to help, or share information. I really need to work on the complete package that I see before me in order to understand the person i have become. I am a good person, I deserve a great life.
In truth, my mission is to lose the weight that has been holding me down for years. Those pounds that have kept me from soaring, and truly believing in myself. Realizing that all of my "weight" is not planted on my If i dont lose another pound I want to be happy with the person I see everyday. I want to be completely in love with who I am and what i have become. My method of choice is Weight Watchers. 2 lbs a week equals 104 gone in a year. sometimes it will be more, sometimes it will be less, no pressure, no stress, just success!
Once again im going to Track every moment, step or stumble right here for the world to see. Even if no one comes to see but me, i'll be here giving it my all!
So I have said before Hold on tight, knowing me it's gonna be a heck of a ride!
Hey, if you read this far, Please Sign my guest book so I know u came by. I appreciate all encouragement, After all this is NOT a walk in the park. Each one reach one! lol